Still ill.
So today I sort of collapsed into two hours of twisting in bed. Pain pain pain.
My boyfriends mother gave me litttle party pill and made me all good again, but only for a short wile.
They tried to drag me to the doctors, poor things. They dont know how I am around them doctuuurds.
So I suck it up as usuall. I can't walk yet, but Im getting there. Pete bought me soup, so Im sipping that and tea and hope for a change soon. A friend of Pete's has some birthday celebration tonight and I would like to go.
So, Im gonna take it easy til tonight and see if I can even move aorund =P
Atleast I am happy. I have more of those happy pills if I feel a bit blue =P
Slim?
Right. time to start updating again.
Apparantly I am going to Cyprus in a month, and I have to look amazing.
So, back on diet and.. I would be out jogging if I could. But since I had a night in terror the other night, I will chill a bit.
I woke up about 15 times in panic, my chestpains had gone really bad and I had a really hard time breathing.
I resisted the urge to call an ambulance since I though it would be better in the morning if I just got some sleep.
I didnt sleep much and when I finally gave in, the pain was still horrible. My boyfriend called a hospital and I got the advice to move around. Yea, she thought I had trapped wind, aka, gas. That was the highlight of my day.
I went for a walk, but that only made it worse. So I was in bed pretty much all day.
Im better today, but sleeping is still difficult. So.. no exercising for moi.
Im better today, but sleeping is still difficult. So.. no exercising for moi.
So, gonna try to get my body in shape. I was on such a great path and then... I moved =P
And I got lazy. Also, here, nobody is out running. So I kinda feel a bit strange going out for a jog when nobody around me jogs! Here, if you wanna get slim, go to a gym. If you cant afford that, stay fat.
Thats also a great excuse if you dont want to exercise. "I cant be slim cause.. I cant afford the gym" =P
Well, we'll see. Thats all for me, adios.
Update from the living Dead.
Life kicks ass right now.
I got a low income job, that will only last for two weeks anyway, then back to doing fuckall.
I dont have a plan after that, I havent worked out everyday as I said to myself and the whole world I would, I havent started my book yet.
What else am I failing at.. (like I need time to sit back and think.. =P)
Oh yea. Broke my computer, again.
I just love my life. =D
But, even at my worst, I still feel good, in a way. Sarcasm is my way of life.
Well I have been working and painting all day, so Im gonna go and have a drink!
BAII
Suuup
Life is kind of boring at the moment. Looking for jobs, walking my dog.
Going for my powerwalks but lost a bit of motivation.
I'll just pause this til I have something smart to write about.