† Bei Meilang †

Oh Ironforge music, how I have missed you. Kinda empty now, but I sure as hell love it =P

And its snowing, and I am sick. Not very happy about that. Im gonna crawl up in bed with the laptop and watch a movie, me thinks.

They make you wanna hurl, BUT. They do prevent you from smoking.

I had stupid pancakes for lunch, which made me ill. And then pineapple for dinner =P

Great day.. not. I'm gonna spend the night playing world of warcraft with my dude. I hope you are doing something usefull too.

Adios.

Im positive. I have spent 2 hours looking/applyig for jobs. But I didnt find shitloads to apply to. Anyway!

Had blueberry yoghurt for breakfast, but forgot to take picture of it. =D

Its that lowcal yoghurt, 35kcal/100g. And its tasy with real blueberrys in it. I even managed to spill some on my expensive keyboard.

Now Im gonna get some fresh air and exercise. Byeeee

Tomorrow its icecream sunday and I allow myself that. I might try to be back on diet tomorrow, but I would allow myself to just eat all day =P

I hate my neighbours. I fucking hate them. They are hammering in the middle of the night, and early as fuck in the morning. Even now, on weekends. Dumb cows. I wanna start making one hell of a noice tomorrow morning at like 5am to piss them off. BUT, the grown up thing would be to put up a friendly note in the elevator.

I miss my boyfriend more than even before. That sucks.

Anywho. Nice weather even tho its FUCKING cold =P

Im gonna take the bike for a spin around town and.. who knows. This day is meant to suck and it probably will. I hate everything.

And, for breakfast I had coffe, juice, two egg whites and a hardbread sandwich with pate and cucumber.

Looked something like this.

And since we live as awesome as we do we dont have to go far. But we descided to have a walk to get to some awesome japanese 10 min walk from here. But when we were out of the door we got lazy and settled for the chinese 50m from our apartment. It looked kind of closed before and because of that we havent been there yet, til tonight. And I swear to the gods, it was the best chinese I've ever had. My mother and her husband thought so aswell, and its not even expensive. The prizes wont go over 170 SEK, and you get a lot of food. 

I had scampi with mixed vegs, ate it all which was a fail, since I am trying to be all slim. But, wtf, scampi and vegs, how much can it really be. I wouldnt have cared tonight if it was a thousand calories, it was amazing.

I have a feeling that a lot of my money will be spent here..

Well. I had a ham and cucumber sandwich for lunch/breakfast and now I just got in from being at the store. I bought this tiny pineapple that tastes like pure tropical heaven.

Now, Im gonna start the story.. Finally!

Its a really nice day, sunny and not too windy, but I have a feeling Im going to be in and just apply for jobs and then later start writing a story my man and I came up with yesterday.

Hehe we fell asleep on cam again, he first. He is so god damn sexy, even when he sleeps. Wanted to prt scr and post it but... Im not that evil.

I havent had breakfast and I dont think I will. Its always hard to keep the calorie intake down during the weekends, so I wont eat today til I really have to, so that I can have a disgusting meal later =P

Sort of.

I have done some changes in my room today.. went pretty well.

Also, I made a omelette of two egg whites, mushrooms and half a tomato this morning. And some garlic for the metabolism. Tasted like heaven.

Gonna look for some jobs and then watch a movie. I am very low on energy  today, I think Im getting sick actually.. Bleh. Oh and I watched Letters from Juliette today, what a crap ending to a sort of sweet story. 10 minutes of pure asslicking.

Anywho, smell ya later.

Sweet. Nice weather again today, which means another powerwalk. If the ice has melted more than it yesterday I can even run. But I'd rather walk than break my spine.

I am going to get some writing done today, or I will feel like a failure. I'll print off my old story and just re-write the whole thing.

Oh and I lost more weight. No clue where that came from. I ate dinner twice yesterday and even had a glas of wine. Maybe I have maggots in my stomach, eating my food. Okay now I managed to gross myself out.

Breakfast time!

I have been up since 4.30.. and I am not happy.  My body is failing completly again and .. bleh.

Kept waking up and just didn't feel comfterable.

Its a nice day, sunny and warm, so I am going out for that walk I cancelled yesterday.

I've had an egg white for breakfast, which is just stupid cuz it doesnt contain anything. Might make myself a toast in a whie so I have something to work with today.

I need more coffee too =P

Thank god for good movies and a 42" tv.

Now, back on my feet after almost two days of hell. Im gonna go to the bar and have a drink with the dudes mother and the rest of the locals.

Going back to Sweden tomorrow, and I am bringing the sandgrounder with me. New place, new... everything.

Will be cool, I think.

Well. Im off.

Arrivederci.